LOvEY DoVEy

until i don't find the man i want to marry i am going to stay single. come what may even hugh jackman is not gonna shake me( ok maybe a Lil :P) but i am adamant!a relationship is hard work.... unless you not prepared to give your whole self... don't bother giving anything at all...
only falling in love could give you so much of heartbreak. only falling in love could teach u to forgive over and over again, only falling in love could give you so much of self fulfillment. and once you feel all this.... its so difficult to turn back... sigh....
but this feelings have to be felt with an open heart... a healed heart and not a broken heart.
when u fall in love you lose yourself, u become a whole different being. something else takes over you. suddenly there is a fear... a fear of losing, a fear of something bigger than you that's going to come and take away what we have got. its good to have fear, it keeps us on our toes.
but then again there is a thin line between fear and insecurity.... i think at a certain point we all cross that line....

it comes with loving someone... its a fear of losing..... <3

Jury Duty...

Am i really as perfect as i think i am or am i just saying that to make myself feel better.
yes she may have the poise, the classiness the etiquette of a lady which i lack but is that what life is really all about?
life in my two cents is being over the edge, loud, laughter, messiness. drama, friends, family, eccentric, that sums up what life is in my words.

i could be all womanly and be proper..... but who the hell are u trying to impress?
i guess carrie bradshaw is right... there are some woman in this world that are made just to make us feel bad of ourself.

im never gonna apologize for being who i am.
life is too short to be wasted on impressing the masses.
take me for what i am..... not the idea of what i could be in your head.
fine im not mummy material. but i have enough culture, enough respect, for me to keep everyone happy.

your outer look does not determine whats in your heart. and it never will.

a saree clad girl can be as deceiving as any girl with a short skirt. so why this double standards?

is living your life in your own terms means that your free to be judged by anyone or everyone? is it worth the misery?

live life king size..... do not compromise your believe but bend the rules a little once in a while. give yourself a pat... wake up.... face the real world... and let yourself to feel alive again.
do not live in this facade just to satisfy the barking dogs.
ill bend the rules and show them that we can be good daughters, sisters, wife and daughter in law and mother too.