journey....

im sorry...
my insecurities takes over me...
i don't want you to leave... i want you here... right here... by my side...
i don't say it..... but that's my only wish...
day after day i find my self loving even more...
how can i stop my self from self destructing??
life has been reduced to loving you....
you are my solace...
u make sense...
your permanent.... but why doesn't my heart want to believe it?
maybe because i have loved and lost so many times....
please forgive me for being me....
my insecurities takes over me...
im sorry....... :(